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Trying Not To Break by Sh0KimAmA, literature

Singlets and Red by Sh0KimAmA, literature

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Singlets and Red

Things aren't supposed to make sense Like the way a child sees only black and white And how we mourned, wailing our lungs out For someone, we never knew And tell me, does it matter When I say, mercy is in the eye of the beholder Because when we begged for our lives We were ripped and stripped in the gaze of indifference Tell me judging someone And letting them hurt you is healthy Tell me The truth Are we driven by a passion so mad That our own blood turns cold To feel the heat of our desires Tell me that my wordings and phrases Equals to a psychological analysis that will set things straight I will be made sense of I will be made sense of

Self Diagnosed Somatization by Sh0KimAmA, literature

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Self Diagnosed Somatization

Until I read the Wikipedia page of somatization I didn't realize what I was doing Using repressed feelings as a form of communication Bracket closed And that is what I do Hold everything so tight And so hard That it seems to disappear In a clutching fist that is desperate To forget To vanish And when I open my palms to believe In my own hallucinations My coping defense mechanism clicks ins And I build stories to help me cope In words I once told her My feelings are going out to the universe And even that is the biggest load of bull I've ever heard I am not philosophical I am sick My poetry and all my words Come under th

There She Goes by Sh0KimAmA, literature

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There She Goes

As a poet I've always learned to take the weather seriously And when I was small I made a decision to never miss out the rain Never ever to sit in, like an adult And this is how I ended up, soaking myself wet In the early mornings before my finals, afresh Or the day the storm brought a few wires down And today when I rushed outside It was because I had mixed feelings And I hoped that Some answer would come my way And then the rain took me too cold To the point I had to cross my arms and tremble But I stayed like that till The real revelation came I was cold, even more frigid As my bones chilled to point I could feel no more And then I melted,

Intoxication ~ Chapter 1 by Sh0KimAmA, literature

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Intoxication ~ Chapter 1

Your eyes dance like fire, as you walk towards me. There is a smile playing on your lips as you catch my gaze. After the party we sit together and talk. Without noticing we have inched closer together and now our knees are touching sending a warm jolt through my system. I watch you speak, your head titled to one side as you talk eagerly. Just before you leave I embrace you. I hold you close my arms around your waist. I take a deep breath of your intoxicating scent. I want to run my hands down your shoulders and place soft kisses at the nape of your neck but I know that would be the end of everything. So I let you slip through my arms and wa

Mechanism of Life. by Sh0KimAmA, literature

Ash by Sh0KimAmA, literature

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Ash

Her eyes were ashen gray, In contrast to the blue clouds, And every day, They would fill up with more doubt, A grim smile set on her face, She would sing softly to the sky, Till her voice disappeared without a trace, Hoarse, broken to cry, She kept herself in a shell, Hidden in the dark, When times were unwell, She would draw marks, And when she wanted to know, Her age, The lines against the walls would show, How long had she been caged.

A Ghost of Belief by Sh0KimAmA, literature

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A Ghost of Belief

A ghost of a whisper, in a dream, Awake, had crossed her lips, And to her heart it had been, Telling her to stop living by a script, She spoke of something, Called belief, And it would bring, This world to peace, Many people nodded their heads, And told her she was right, When I didn't understand a word she said, Although I thought all night, That word was an alien to me, Abstract to the emptiness, So solid, so concrete, It felt uncomfortable in my chest, I tried to push it in, Tattoo it over my heart, But it only jumped over my skin, Leaving scars, I felt so incomplete, A lost soul, It was hard to feel, Feel so cold,

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Trying Not To Break by Sh0KimAmA, literature

Singlets and Red by Sh0KimAmA, literature

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Singlets and Red

Things aren't supposed to make sense Like the way a child sees only black and white And how we mourned, wailing our lungs out For someone, we never knew And tell me, does it matter When I say, mercy is in the eye of the beholder Because when we begged for our lives We were ripped and stripped in the gaze of indifference Tell me judging someone And letting them hurt you is healthy Tell me The truth Are we driven by a passion so mad That our own blood turns cold To feel the heat of our desires Tell me that my wordings and phrases Equals to a psychological analysis that will set things straight I will be made sense of I will be made sense of

Self Diagnosed Somatization by Sh0KimAmA, literature

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Self Diagnosed Somatization

Until I read the Wikipedia page of somatization I didn't realize what I was doing Using repressed feelings as a form of communication Bracket closed And that is what I do Hold everything so tight And so hard That it seems to disappear In a clutching fist that is desperate To forget To vanish And when I open my palms to believe In my own hallucinations My coping defense mechanism clicks ins And I build stories to help me cope In words I once told her My feelings are going out to the universe And even that is the biggest load of bull I've ever heard I am not philosophical I am sick My poetry and all my words Come under th

There She Goes by Sh0KimAmA, literature

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There She Goes

As a poet I've always learned to take the weather seriously And when I was small I made a decision to never miss out the rain Never ever to sit in, like an adult And this is how I ended up, soaking myself wet In the early mornings before my finals, afresh Or the day the storm brought a few wires down And today when I rushed outside It was because I had mixed feelings And I hoped that Some answer would come my way And then the rain took me too cold To the point I had to cross my arms and tremble But I stayed like that till The real revelation came I was cold, even more frigid As my bones chilled to point I could feel no more And then I melted,

Mechanism of Life. by Sh0KimAmA, literature

Ash by Sh0KimAmA, literature

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Ash

Her eyes were ashen gray, In contrast to the blue clouds, And every day, They would fill up with more doubt, A grim smile set on her face, She would sing softly to the sky, Till her voice disappeared without a trace, Hoarse, broken to cry, She kept herself in a shell, Hidden in the dark, When times were unwell, She would draw marks, And when she wanted to know, Her age, The lines against the walls would show, How long had she been caged.

A Ghost of Belief by Sh0KimAmA, literature

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A Ghost of Belief

A ghost of a whisper, in a dream, Awake, had crossed her lips, And to her heart it had been, Telling her to stop living by a script, She spoke of something, Called belief, And it would bring, This world to peace, Many people nodded their heads, And told her she was right, When I didn't understand a word she said, Although I thought all night, That word was an alien to me, Abstract to the emptiness, So solid, so concrete, It felt uncomfortable in my chest, I tried to push it in, Tattoo it over my heart, But it only jumped over my skin, Leaving scars, I felt so incomplete, A lost soul, It was hard to feel, Feel so cold,

Haunted by Sh0KimAmA, literature

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Haunted

When I can't sleep, I count my scars, Tracing where they go deep, In the dark, I let my heart cry, Drown in all the fear, To let it pass by, When it becomes hard to bear, I am an insecure little thing, My soul in unrest, And no amount of comfort can bring, It to rest, I am not afraid of being alone, Its the demons that haunt me, In hushed tones, They whispher in glee, I can't flee, Though I try to hide, But they can see, See through their black eyes, I try to scream, As they come near, It must be a dream, Because no one can hear, But yet again I remember, Like it was just yesterday, Hands cold as November, Touched m

Expire by Sh0KimAmA, literature

Strangers Were Once Friends by Sh0KimAmA, literature

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Strangers Were Once Friends

Two strangers catch each other's eyes, In that second time flies, Back to the past, Repeating memories from first to last, It shows, Those same two, Singing along with the blues, Watching horror movies together they scream, Then crying and eating ice-cream, Suddenly everything is wrong and nothing is right, Doubt and a fight, A slap and a tear, Hatred and fear, Away and gone, Moved on, Those same two strangers catch each other's eyes, They nod in a silent goodbye.

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End It by chromeantennae, literature

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End It

End It I see the look in your eyes, “Do you consider it?” You shake your head defensively even though we both know the answer I sigh because I do not believe anything you say and I utter, “Please don’t do this,” And you’re rebuttal is, “I’m tired of these lies, I’m tired of feeling like I’m the cancer,” I shake my head with tears in my eyes, “But you’re not a cancer, you’re my friend,” You look at me with the eyes of a broken soul, “How can I be your friend when I’m making you cry? You and I both want this to end,” I stand up an

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You. by Sh0KimAmA, literature

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You.

You can't change the world as one person but you can change the world of one person. You. Did the same . . . . . . The skies looked bluer. The wind started to blow. The leaves would fall. The sun would rise. Flowers would bloom. The earth would revolve. The universe would exist. Such beauty. In little things. A smile. A laugh. A stare. Nature and life. Everything I would see was shadowed by you. Your Ideas. Your Beauty. And in the end, this gaze enriched me.It bonded deeply with my soul. It imprinted so deep, that it became a myth. It dissolved into my blood. It flowed in my veins. A power, an antidote. Given to